Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Race Report (Long version)....long overdue!

I am so sorry that it has taken me this long to post about the race or anything else for that matter! I have been so busy lately that the only way I can really describe it is that I feel like my life is swallowing me whole! The end of March is promising free time and time to relax and get back to the things I love!

So here is the down and dirty on the half-marathon. This picture was taken at the expo...there a wicked cute one we took at the starting line but Emma must have deleated it...she loves to look at the pictures on my phone.
We got to Hyannis in plenty of time and I even got to buy a new hat that I have been stalking...I mean checking out online forever. It is from Bondiband and I have to say that I LOVE it! You should check it out! It is a warm wicking hat that has a hole for your pony tail. Key for someone who has crazy thick hair like me! I have borrowed a bunch of my friend's clothes including this white jacket in hopes that it would make me as fast as her...above all else at least I would look fast! The expo was just a few stands but some fun stuff. The only drawback was that there were so many people and definitely not enough room to walk. There was a marathon, half-marathon, marathon relay, and 10K. Lots of people!

The weather was great running weather here in New England...mid 30s and slightly overcast. I'll take it considering it was slated to rain/snow. We headed to the starting line and got ourselves in our pacing area. BIG MISTAKE! After being set and ready for about 15 minutes in our place the rest of the runners began to line up making things....well lets just say I'm very thankful not to be claustrophobic because if I was then having a giant man practically on top of me would have sent me over the edge. Then they decided to line up the elite runners literally pushing everyone back...several times! This made for not only a dangerous atmosphere but a sketchy start since many people were tripping.

Mile 1-2 Jill and I kept a 9:30 pace. Jill had a plan to start slow so that we would have more for the end which has always been my problem.
Mile 3....I just couldn't do it...I kept hearing that phrase from Top Gun, " I have a need for speed!" I started picking up my pace...I just can't hold back for some reason! I need a leash!
Miles 3-11...I am feeling like a million bucks! I've got my music pumping...taking in the scenery of beaches and huge houses...life is great but I'm not positive where I am exactly because the mile markers are for the marathon course and not the half...annoying not to really know my pace but am thinking I could finish in about 1 hour 55 minutes if I can keep it up. Starting to think about picking up the pace when I hit mile 12 to really make sure I reach my goal. Visualizing like you all told me crossing the line and throwing up my arms in victory.
Mile 11.5....holy hell who put that brick wall smack dab in front of me? My legs went weak...vision went blurry...stomach ready to empty! I decided to slow down reluctantly and walk for a second to let it pass. My friend Jill caught up with me and just seeing her I almost cried. Why is this happening? I was feeling awesome!
Miles 12-13...If I make it under 2 hours 30 minutes I will be happy...crushed...
Mile 13-13.1...I see the finish line ahead and see 5 women that I must pass...sprint ahead and beat them but burst into tears when I see my time...2 hours 3 minutes...No goal today. By the way the finish line pictures are interesting...definitely not going to purchase those babies!

I know I will have another chance but I really had a good feeling about this one! It was a great course and nice race but it just wasn't in the cards for me. I have about 7 more pounds to go and maybe that too will make me faster. That would equal my wedding weight. Considering my stress level lately and lack of sleep I am not surprised I didn't have enough in the tank but UGH...I was visualizing and I looked great crossing that finish line in under 2 hours!

Sorry for being such a loser blogger...will work on that!

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Race report (short version)

In a word......DISCOURAGED!

I will write a longer report when I get off the couch...probably tomorrow. I need feedback about where it all went wrong.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Nerves

I'm not sure what it is but boy am I nervous for my half-marathon on Sunday!!!! I think it may be that I have actually set a goal (under 2 hours) and I am not really a person who likes to fail at anything....I mean ANYTHING! Right Cin?! :-) This leaves me with lots of nerves because I know that if I don't get a sub 2 hour time I will be really bummed. Granted last time I finished in 2hr and 2min and it was a WICKED hilly course and I had a short training time frame. However, watching the weather report I am hoping that a flat course will make up for the cold temps and SNOW! Really???? It's almost March! ENOUGH!! I can't complain though at least I don't live in the DC area! So there it is folks! I am a nervous nelly! Any advice for calming the nerves or getting a PR....ANY ADVICE????

Friday, February 19, 2010

Runners World Quote of the Day

"Run into peace."

Meister Eckhart, 14th-Century Philosopher

Enough said!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Fast and Feast

Over at My Life and Running there was a post about what to feast on and what to fast from. Well in honor of Lent I am fasting from sugary sweets. I call it 40 days of CUT THE CRAP! Now this started as an idea to help me begin to lose those last 10lbs that I want gone from my middle but I really reflected on what fasting and Lent is about. True Lenten season means that you literally fast on Fridays (right?) but you should fast from something that impedes your walk. Well I would say that sugary sweets impacts my walk with the Lord because of how I feel after I eat them. I feel so mad at myself and disappointed in my lack of will power. It really has effected my self-esteem and how I view myself. I know that God sees me as a beautiful creation so I am basically telling Him "Thanks for the life but this body you created really sucks." So this is why I am fasting from sugary sweets so that I can feast on positive thoughts on a body that works perfectly and produced a beautiful little girl. This body can run for hours...dance and be silly...and gives great hugs! My desire is that these thoughts will replace the others whether or not those 10lbs disappear!!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Running In RI

Who wouldn't love this as a running route? This was part of my route....love it!

Here are just a few reasons why I absolutely LOVE running in RI:

  • ocean views for as far as the eye can see
  • quite roads...I mean some I never saw a car!
  • open unsettled land
  • views, views, and more views
  • that feeling of being home again
This past weekend we went to visit my parents in Middletown, RI which shares an island with Newport. My parents rock and they let me go for a nice long run while they played with Emma. I felt like I could have run for days and days! I started running many years ago when I was in high school. Running then for me was to get ready for soccer season and to burn off just about anything I put in my mouth. I think it is safe to say I am much healthier about running now but just running around my old routes gives me that feeling of coming home! I love it!!! Plus it was about 37 degrees and sunny so that was an added bonus! Man would I love to live there again!!!!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

What Motivates You?

What motivates me at 8pm to get in my 6 miles?....Well tonight I had to break out the big guns! I plopped Kara right in front of the screen on the dreadmill so that I couldn't see how much time had gone by. On went the Biggest Loser and bonus...they were at the Olympic training camp! 6.75 miles later....mission accomplished!!!

So what motivates you when you want to just curl up on the couch?

Oh and call me what you may but I am doing the dance of joy tonight...school is cancelled for tomorrow!!!!! The first snow day of the year!!! Yahooooo!