Have you ever had one of those days that you just wanted to lace up your shoes and run, and run, and run until you don't feel like you are going to rip someone's head off and hand it to them for doing even the smallest thing? Yeah having one of those days over here and the treadmill is in the wrong part of the basement so I can't use it and it is the hubs' turn to go to the gym. Ugh! It started with me running late to work and just began to unravel from there! It ended with a pointless meeting where everyone was talking around me like I had no clue what I was doing. I wanted to say, "Um excuse me but I have been teaching language learners for 10 years now...have my masters in it and soon will have my CAGS in the same...I think I have a friggin clue here!" Sometimes I feel like ever since I had Emma people have been bypassing me for things and I am not sure why. I just had a baby...I didn't leave my brain on the delivery table! Oh well I just keep thinking that God has something even better for me but it is frustrating to have people act as though I don't have useful insight! Either way if that is what is going to happen because I had a baby then so be it. Being a mom is the best thing that has happened to me in my life other than being saved and I wouldn't trade Emma for the best job in the entire world! In my opinion...being her mommy is the best job I could have!
So I am off to jump around my basement doing some sort of On Demand video! Hopefully when I am done I will not feel like my skin is crawling!
hope you were able to burn off that frustration... I hear you!
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